Tonight I ponder.
I ponder my choices.
How have they impacted the course of my life?
...my children's lives?
I ponder my ability.
Who I am.
Am I who I want to be?
Despite knowing its inevitable, it still saddens me ...
Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness. -Carl Jung