I just want to sit here.
Not fold laundry
Not wash dishes
Not trip over toys
Not hate my outdated kitchen
Not listen to whining
Not figure out a daycare plan because she is closed for a week
Not check homework
Not read books
Not watch, yet another, round off/cart wheel
Not feel guilty for not watching, yet another, round off/cart wheel
Not schedule work
Not type something "quick"
Not figure out who will pick up kids tomorrow,
Not remember who goes where and why and when
Not make a never ending to do list for work
....and then start a never ending to do list for home
I want to sit here and shut it all off.
I just want to sit here
in mental silence.
but I can't.